Hi, I’m Matti 👋🏻

Have you worn so many different masks you’ve lost touch with the person beneath them?

Have you been so committed to playing a part that you’ve forgotten what your inner voice sounds like?

I know I have. And the weight nearly crushed me.

I had to lose it all to find myself

For the longest time, life felt like one giant act. I wore masks, put on costumes, and followed someone else’s script, striving to give a perfect performance. It seemed to work on the outside, but inside, I suffocated under the pressure of maintaining the facade.

After 30 years of living with undiagnosed Autism and OCD, and enduring over a decade of conversion therapy, I reached a breaking point. My world collapsed around me, leaving me buried under a pile of rubble.

It has taken patience, curiosity, and shit ton of mindfulness to carefully clear away the debris of my old life and begin building a new one. Compassion and acceptance are now daily practices as I embrace my complexity and walk my authentic path.

My life is filled with joy and meaning again and I want the same for you. You’re closer than you think.

I’m here to walk alongside you and guide you back home - that inner sense of home and profound state of being that has been there all along

workbook & guided reflection | cultivating compassion |

workbook & guided reflection | cultivating compassion |

cultivating compassion

a guided video reflection

Join Matti on a journey through a three-part reflection designed to transform judgment into an opportunity to cultivate compassion and deepen your connection with yourself.

Enter your information below to access the video guide and download the accompanying PDF workbook.

“life becomes lot more fulfilling when your doing flows out of your authentic state of being”

Thank you for being here

And for reading this far! I’m deeply grateful for every person that has opened up the pages of their story and trusted me to walk along side them. I am no stranger to struggle and know how tender the process can be. 

If you’re ready to dive into the depths, I’ll create a safe space to help you slow down, explore, and find the courage to pick up the pen and write the next chapter of your own story. One infused with meaning - that is alignment with who you are and what you value.

I can’t wait to meet you and be a part of this next phase of your journey!

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Have questions? Want to share your story? Lets talk.